Does it sound bad to say that I’m actually sort of relieved that I’m not the fattest girl in our class?
Well, after how wonderful the doctor visit went… I wondered a bit. Would being a fat chick be an obstacle that would be hard to overcome? Am I going to be the only fat one in a class of skinny 18 year olds that actually look good in scrubs? Can I even do this without being more physically fit?
As it happens… there is both another girl pretty close to my size.. and one a few sizes heavier… in addition to a handful of bigger guys.
Which, granted… shouldn’t matter.
But it made me feel better that it least it shouldn’t matter for us together.