Tomorrow would have been the day that i graduated.
i feel like crying.
on most days, i’m ok with how things turned out even if i dont understand the reason…. but this week has sucked…. with all of the emails from the college that still hit my inbox… and all of the excited posts on facebook from former classmates.
its just a fresh reminder… that feels like a fresh failure.
i try to remember that there’s a purpose… because i know there is.
after all, if i hadnt dropped out, i wouldnt have been looking for a new job, and wouldnt have met the man in my life.
but it still really isn’t helping the crummy feeling this week.