Ya know, what I hate most about crying isn’t actually the crying itself.
Yeah, I’m not a big fan of that part either… or of letting myself be that vulnerable most of the time…
But the biggest thing that I hate is the physical aftermath.
My eyes in particular.
They feel like they’ve been on fire for the entire last month… even with the eye drops that are supposed to be cooling and soothing, but actually sort of burn.
My sides are sore from sobs…. much worse on some days than others.
My nose and sinuses feel completely off.
And it just makes me so tired afterwards.
Crying just sucks. Especially when you are in a spell where its frequent and doesn’t actually help much to resolve the hurt.