I like playing my guitar.
I suck at it… mainly due to fat fingers… but I enjoy it anyway.
But, it seems to go in spells as to how much I actually exercise that enjoyment.
I’ll play it a lot for a while… then off and on for a while… then I sort of forget to make time to pick it up at all for a while and have to start all over with the calluses forming and being painful for a bit to play much.
But I know I enjoy it… so why do I just forget to do it? Knowing that I will be happy doing it?
It’s just sort of a weird cycle.